my day...

today i got to argue with my mother relentlessly...what fun! We don't really argue all that much but when we do go at it it seems we're out for blood. The one thing that really made me mad was not just that she was insulting my best friend, calling me a loser because i don't want to join the damn navy, and raising her voice to an ear piercing screech, but she did all this while i was on the phone with my boyfriend. it just couldn't wait. then when i try to have a decent conversation and drown her out she dared to ask him what he's doing with a loser like me. i love my mom but sometimes she pushes it just a tad bit past the limit. oh well...normal family problems i suppose. angel tried to call me tonight but my mom ran me off the phone. i hope he didn't have anything he really needed to talk to me about. i can't wait till we get our own place together, it will be a lot more saner. whatever that means. chris, my boyfriend, wants me to go meet his family at his house friday. i'm more than a little scared. his dad is a real big bible thumper and i can't imagine his reaction to his misfit son dating a practical buddist. ha! anyway the last time i tried having dinner with a guy's family i was shaking so much the spaghetti noodles kept slipping off my fork, remember that stephen? i laugh at it now but i can't help but wonder if i can't put on a more show of confidence this time.well...i'm extremely tired and johnny-boy is whispering "movie" over her beside me so i guess i'll keep this short so i can enjoy some great jap anime.luvs ya so but ize gotsta go.~Red