Thursday, August 16, 2007
update...
well...corpschool is great! i'm doing quite well and i'll be graduating 10 Oct 03. things go by so fast up here that that's not very far away. then i'll be going to yorktown, VA for my c school in optomotry for six months. then i'm going to charleston. neurology wasn't an option but i figured that i could make good money as an optrician and then use the money from my montogomery g.i. bill to put me through med school so i can achieve my dream of being a world-famous neurologist. as for amanda and dan. i would hate dan if i didn't love him so much. he knew i knew he still lied to me about his feelings for amanda, why? he could've better prepared me. and i know he has no respect for me. i asked him not to date her, maybe it was wrong of me, but of all the beautiful, witty, intelligent girls there are down there why did he have to go after a girl best friend loves, and someone that i adored as well? why couldn't he just stay the fuck away from girls i care about? perhaps this make no sense to any of you. amanda,i don't want us to feud and fight. even though you have betrayed me, and don't even deny, i am one to forgive nearly everyone. i am tired of losing people over dan ,and i am upset at your decisions as of late, but i don't want to lose you completely. so if you ever need to talk, even if it's about dan, come to me. hell! i am probably THE person to go to when it comes to him. i won't steer you wrong, i never have, and i am above that. besides, as a child i loved him. after all i've been through in bootcamp i knew, as an adult, i need to look elsewhere. dan's my prince charming but he's not my mr. right. that goes for all of you. just because i'm all the way up here doesn't mean i can't still help you guys.now what....i'm going home for labor day weekend! oh could someone (amanda) pass it on to dan that i need to get all my stuff from his house and his storage compartment. i'll probably do that sunday evening. just let me get everything that belongs to me then he can be through with me forever.love all of you guys,~redoh! almost forgot... my phone got cut off and it won't be turned back on until the 29th so if you want to get ahold of me my email addy is still the same.
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*nods* i don't want to feud and fight either. it's a really stupid thing to do. i've read the comments you left in my journal and even left a three-part comment on your last one (b/c it was so long lj wouldn't accept it, the wanks) stating my opinion on the matter... since we've both aired our grievances or whatnot, can we move on? i'm sure there are many millions of more important things to occupy our time than this. i mean, it's not like we won't look back to this whole upset when we're forty-five and in the middle of mid-life crises thinking, "jesus, what did i get so upset for? i was so stupid when i was a teenager. pish tosh." or.. well, something equally as middle-age sounding ^_^(sorry, trying to put a positive spin on things)...so, is it possible to move on? the past is the past, now is now, but now is not always tomorrow. so, can we chalk up our losses, and talk about tomorrows? i don't think that's coming out quite the way i want to, my brain is dead tonight, but i think you know what i mean...* talk to you soon--amanda*i think i'm developing a fetish for those little ellipses (the dot-dot-dots ^_^), can you tell?...yeah, i thought so. me too...
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