inspiration...

"But you're dead inside to me, you're cold and beyond my reach! It is as if I'm not here, beside you. And, not being here with you, i have the dreadful feeling I don't exist at all... I shudder when I'm near you. I look into your eyes and my reflection isn't there....""...you cannot have love and goodness when you do whay you know to be evil, what you know to be wrong. you can only have the desperate confusion and longing and the chasing of phantom goodness in its human form."-anne rice "interview with a vampire""When the agony is all you have left, you dare not give it up. because then you will have nothing at all.""lightning flashes.Blue veins cut across the black belly of brother sky."-kathleen o'neal gear & w. micheal gear "people of the lightning"not enough patience, or too much? not enough compassion for the pressure he was under, or too much compassion and too few demands?""finally, when she could, she choked out the most damning statement of all. 'What i knew...what i know...is that nobody will ever really love me unless i'm perfect.""for somebody who's just an inch deep, there's an awful lot you understand."-emilie richards "prospect street""we are not who we are and what we are in order to get mixed up in things doesn't have any meaning."-david eddings "queen of sorcery"'a hand was dealt in a no-name saloon in '27. local farmer. money centered on the table. cards were shown. guns were pulled from both boot and vest. when the smoke cleared all four were dead, bleeding across the five jacks facing up from the deck. the deaths were ruled and accident.'-jodi thomas 'the widows of wichita county'